꒰letter to him꒱

ㅤㅤㅤmy dear nik,
ㅤi love you so so much. you fill my life with joy and i am so glad to have you in it! i’m not very good with words because whatever is in my brain usually comes out very stupid, but i’ll try my best to give you a little piece of what it feels to love you<3
ㅤi have never felt what i feel for you before. my definition/sense of romantic love might be different at best and blurry at worst but if i had to call anything i’ve ever felt love, this would be it.
ㅤi miss you in my busiest moments and in my loneliest nights. you fill

my dreams with promises of starry skies and bright moons. you let me borrow a bit of your hope and for that i am forever thankful. you gave me a reason to smile at odd times, a reason to look forward to whatever it is to come. even if the spark in my eye hasn’t returned yet, i know you’ll help me shine a little brighter every day.
ㅤyou love me despite all my flaws, despite all of my troubles. all of my scars, my burns, my bruises; they’re nothing but history. you see past my skin and into my soul, you recognise the twinkle in my heart i long thought had disappeared. no matter where we are, the distance won’t

bother me. i know we see the same moon, bathe in the same light. we are both blessed by the same sky and i always know that somewhere, be that right beside me or miles away, you’ll be waiting for me amongst the stars.
ㅤi could not ever put into words the love i feel for you. you make me want to have a future, because when i picture it you’re always there. i genuinely want to spend the rest of my life with you, learn and explore, maybe even grow to beekeeper age, move to the countryside and start a wine and mead empire! i don’t want to have children, but i certainly want to leave my legacy behind and i want

to do it with you.
ㅤi love you more than anything, nik. i’m surprised by how fast and hard i fell for you. quite unlike me, i must say. you have to be some sort of siren seducer… you know you can count on me for anything and everything. i love being yours and i’m glad you love being mine. i hope we grow together for long come. i love you.

꒰playlist꒱

ㅤsome songs that remind me of us, or just you. i fell in love with music again and that was partially thanks to you. thank you for loving music as much as i love it, and thank you for loving me as much as you love music.

꒰photobook꒱

ㅤphotos that represent us or what i feel for you in a general way. from silly to dramatic, my love for you goes beyond any tangible asset. but some may say that a picture is worth a thousand words, so this might help in the definition. i love you more than words –or pictures– can describe. (yes two pages are entirely dedicated to cats because why not).